Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Imposing ideals and expectations

Human beings have the tendency to impose their ideals and expectations on people around them. And I'm feeling the brunt of it all. These people expect and even to the extent of demand me to do things that I do not feel like, do not want to, or simply cannot do.

Run an errand, visit, call, message, accompany, sleep, talk, bath, eat, buy, agree, disagree, comment, read, laugh, cry, whatever...the list goes on.

It is not wrong to expect, but do not demand. I will do it if I can and want, and please do not get agitated if I were to refuse. In any way, I always refuse politely.

Do not do unto others, what you do not wish others to do unto you.

Peace to all.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Nightmare: Zombies

It seems like I have a thing for zombies ever since i read this book called World War Z by Max Brooks. World War Z: An Oral History of the Zombie War (abbreviated WWZ) is a novel by Max Brooks which chronicles a fictional zombie apocalypse, specifically the titular "Zombie World War", as a series of after-the-fact oral history interviews with prominent survivors.


It is thus no wonder that I'll will one day dream of zombies...


The country was overrun in a matter of days. What we thought to be Total Defence turned out to be Total Washout. The government had left us for good, which was expected the day the Chief Minister gave an address to the public that everything was well. He had said the armed forces and local police will be able to protect the country if the outbreak was to turn widespread. He told us to have faith. Screw him. The next day, news was heard that the Cabinet had left on a high-security plane to Tekan Isle, an offshore island previously used as a military training base. The excuse was that the island will serve as an effective and protected central command. Bloody politicians. They were more of a bloodsucker than the zombs. 



My bro and I got hold of an abandoned trawler. It was always easy to get any vehicle we want since the Outbreak. It was either the previous owner was dead or a was now a Zomb. And Zombs don't drive. Owing to my bro's previous job as a mechanic, he was always bale to ignite a vehicle's engine even without the key. 



The mission today was to look for survivors, and if any, to get them out of the shithole they arein. Recent radio emissions were heard over the airwaves, calling for help. We managed to intercept the signals and triangulated the location of the survivors. Once a clubbing haven for youngsters, the hippies and the wannabes, this drinking hole has now deteriorated into a dilapidated mess that I could not even recognize. The facade of this once-proud establishment, the place where I revelled throughout Wednesday nights a decade ago,is now covered with blood, broken neon lights, damaged structures hanging precariously over the entrance. 



As the vibrations of our truck's engine reverberated in the stale midnight air, we saw the hungry faces of the zombs turn in our direction. We steadied ourselves for the impending massacre. I said a prayer and asked for forgiveness from Buddha. It was bad karma to kill, but was it bad karma to kill the already dead? 



Bro turned on the huge headlamps of the truck and it illuminated the way before us. Damn it. There were more zombs than was expected. Maybe it was not a bright idea to switch the lights on. I don't see any reflection from the zombs eye. like how a human eye reflects light, as the pupils of zombs are totally dilated. "Let's get started," I thought to myself, and like telepathy, Bro seem to know my intentions and pressed down hard on the accelerator. 



Once a wo-wo shooter when I was in the army, i had learnt how to be more accurate and precise in my shooting. Nothing beats real 'practice'. When you have a zomb as a target board, instinctively, you get more motivation and adrenaline to become a sharp-shooter. Bro had also turned into a much steadier driver, if you consider recklessness as a virtue. The idea now was not to avoid collision with a pedestrian, but to actually knock down as many as possible. We make a good team, him swerving and colliding, I shooting the brains out of those zombs. 



I was shooting hard and fast as the truck moved and swerved around in the carpark of Zous. My brother had managed to establish a regular circumvention in the carpark. This made it easier for me to aim and blast the brains of those zombs. Blood, brains and bones were minced up on the asphalt floor, constantly adding more meat to the mix as the truck moved like a giant blender on overdrive. I was starting to get dizzy when I felt a bony grip on my shoulder. The stench that came was overpowering and nauseating. I turned around and right away unloaded two rounds into the f*cker's mouth. That's when i heard the sound of my mobile phone ringing away. 



The alarm rang. Time to wake up.

 

Friday, October 24, 2008

Dream: No Dream

I sat at the computer table, furiously typing away on the keyboard.

Writing my assignment seemed to take forever. I needed a respite from all of this.

Hence, I talked to Alvin on the MSN. One MAJOR SERIOUS typo error from him stunned me. As he was watching TV while messaging, he accidentally typed 'i' instead of 'u' and totally changed the subject (head noun) of the sentence:
"She nver screw you then i screw her la" took the place of "She nver screw you then u screw her la".  (Pardon the vugarities here.)

When he realized his mistake, he said he was so dead. I said he had died-ed.

Then I returned to my work. It was time to do up the presentation. Surprisingly, it took only a while to draft up the first version (which was the final one too).
I looked at the time. 0730hrs.




Someone at the window scared me outta my guts! It was a vagrant asking for money. Told him politely to scram.

Time: 0745hrs. I was not asleep. I was still awake. No time to sleep in case I can't wake up for class later. 

No dreams tonight...no worries, I'll be like a sleep walker for the rest of the day, and dream all that had to be dreamt.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

My Bro's Big Fat Chinese Wedding

Recently my elder brother got married. Well in fact, it was a week ago (11 Oct 2008) already.

It was a hectic day for me too, being his best man. Make it 2 days as my sister-in-law wanted the wedding to be held over 2 days. Relatives were invited for a wedding banquet on Sat, and friends and colleagues on Sun for a wedding brunch. The wedding was held in Hilton and I must say it was a dandy place to hold a wedding in. The function rooms are actually located on the top floor of the Hilton Hotel so we got a real fantastic view over Orchard Road.

A lot of photos were taken throughout the whole event. This is my favorite one of the newly wedded couple:




Eternal marital bliss Bro!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Narcoleptic Dog




Even animals are not spared from narcolepsy.

Narcolepsy

Narcolepsy is a neurological condition most characterized by Excessive Daytime Sleepiness (EDS), in which a person falls asleep during the day at inappropriate times, such as at work or school.
A narcoleptic will most probably experience disturbed nocturnal sleep, which is often confused with insomnia, and disorder of REM or rapid eye movement sleep.
A narcoleptic may also fall asleep at random.

Characteristics
The main characteristic of narcolepsy is excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS), even after adequate night time sleep.
A person with narcolepsy is likely to become drowsy or fall asleep, often at inappropriate times and places.
Daytime naps may occur without warning and may be physically irresistible.
These naps can occur several times a day.
They are typically refreshing, but only for a few hours.
Drowsiness may persist for prolonged periods of time.
In addition, night time sleep may be fragmented with frequent awakenings.

Sleep paralysis is the temporary inability to talk or move when waking (or less often, falling asleep).
It may last a few seconds to minutes.
This is often frightening but is not dangerous.
Hypnagogic hallucinations are vivid, often frightening, dreamlike experiences that occur while dozing, falling asleep and/or while awakening.
(I have had this experience several times, and it is indeed frightening. Sometimes, it makes mewonder if it's a medical condition, or some supernatural forces acting on me.)

In narcolepsy, the order and length of REM (Rapid Eye Movement) periods are disturbed, with REM sleep occurring at sleep onset instead of after a period of NREM sleep.
Thus, narcolepsy is a disorder in which REM sleep appears at an abnormal time.
Also, some of the aspects of REM sleep that normally occur only during sleep — lack of muscular control, sleep paralysis, and vivid dreams — occur at other times in people with narcolepsy.
For example, the lack of muscular control can occur during wakefulness in a cataplexy episode; it is said that there is intrusion of REM atonia during wakefulness.
Sleep paralysis and vivid dreams can occur while falling asleep or waking up.
Simply put, the brain does not pass through the normal stages of dozing and deep sleep but goes directly into (and out of) rapid eye movement (REM) sleep.

This has several consequences. Night time sleep does not include as much deep sleep, so the brain tries to "catch up" during the day, hence EDS.
People with narcolepsy may visibly fall asleep at unpredicted moments (such motions as head bobbing are common).
People with narcolepsy fall quickly into what appears to be very deep sleep, and they wake up suddenly and can be disoriented when they do (dizziness is a common occurrence).
They have very vivid dreams, which they often remember in great detail.
People with narcolepsy may dream even when they only fall asleep for a few seconds.
(So there my former 'dear' superiors in the 'Force', i wasn't lazy or what. It is my condition!)

Misconceptions
Narcolepsy is often mistaken for depression, epilepsy, or the side effects of medications.
It can also be mistaken for poor sleeping habits, recreational drug use, or laziness.
Narcolepsy can occur in both men and women at any age, although its symptoms are usually first noticed in teenagers or young adults.
(Hopefully, more people can get educated on this uncurable condition and spare a thought for us victims out there. It is really not easy trying to handle this condition with the constant misunderstanding, jokes and jibes, from the public. I always have to tell myself not to bother with these ignorant fools. Haiz)

(abstracted from Wikipedia)

Nightmare: Mutant Lizard's shot into the Mouth

The guys and I found ourselves in a derelict construction yard. The moon was hanging high in the sapphire sky, outshining the myriad of stars sharing the space with Mr Moon. All was quiet except for the constant croaking of the bullfrogs and the chanting of the crickets, like a half-past-6 symphonic orchestra attempting its very best.


Everything in the near horizon were heaps of scrap metals and the occasional crane, with their necks poking out into the sky like robotic brontosaurus' peering out for their mates.
One of my mates lighted a cigarette and drawled nervously on the fag, exhaling a plume of smoke into the stagnant air. I turned to look at him to ask for a puff when I saw the saliva-drenched fag drop out from his quivering mouth. I spun around to look at the direction his widely opened eyes were staring at. To my horror...


A 6 foot tall, muscular mutant lizard loomed out of the darkness and grabbed one of my friends with its scaled hands. It was William who was the target! Before we could resist or offer any semblance of assistance, the Mutant Liz took hold of William's hand and placed them on what seemed to be a penis.
(At this moment, I do not know for sure if male lizards have the same reproduction genitalia like us humans, but what the heck?! It was a Mutant Liz anyway!)


Rapidly, William's hands were stroking the penis vigorously, like how a testosterone-charged teenage boy would masturbate when watching his first porn video, except that now, the boy was William, but the prick belonged to the Liz. Without warning, the lizard shot a load of whit sticky substance (u-know-what) into William's gaping mouth. Subsequently, William collapsed like a heap of potatoes onto the gravel-covered ground, apparently unable to withstand the load or shock during his close encounter with the Mutant Liz.


As the Mutant Liz seemed to be enjoying his premature release of joy, the guys managed to shake themselves out of their shock and started plummeting the disgusting creature with all their might.


I was using all strength I had and pulling no punches when the Mutant Liz's reptilian tail smacked me right in the face!


I opened my eyes...daybreak...I was awake.

Modus Operandi

Intially, this blog was created for the purpose of recording the dreams that I have.

My dreams always seem to be extra vivid, with clear details and usually, albeit amazingly, come in colours.

However, it seems like I have not been very strict with myself in getting these dreams recorded.

Hence, I shall start the ball rolling by recording one of the first vivid dreams that i remember very clearly.

This dream seems to be the one dream that started the ball rolling, signalling an influx of creative and absurd dreams to appear in my crooked mind.